woop woooop!

OMG. okay so i know the possibility of me getting this are -14% possible, but i just had a missed call earlier today and a vmail from a job i applied for, at an art studio, in HOLLYWOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOODDDDDD...... its an internship i guess. but what if i got it??!!!! i'm supposed to call tomorrow and "talk about my photography experience and when i'm moving out to LA".... lol okay i fibbed on my application and said i'm moving out to LA soon.. hhahaaa. you never know I COULD. i want to!!! that would be EFFING SWEET.

too exciting. just the thought of it. what if its the answer to my prayers? you know, this could be my break out of this town. before long i'll be writing books about how miserable i used to be, doing nothing but applying to jobs all day and wasting away on starbucks, the only time i get human contact during the day besides my mom. lol. okay thats a little embelished but it would sell. its 90% true. only sometimes do i meet up with friends. most of the time i do.... this.

anyways. i don't want to get my hopes up (believe me, i've learned my lesson on that. and not just with jobs. with guys, and life in general. me, pessimism??. lol) but i do like the feeling that someone actually called me. they liked my website perhaps???? maybe i should've put my blog site on my resume, that would have definitely sent the flocks of employers my way. out of pity. hahaha