decisions and stuff

i went to SCAD today. it was beautiful... they have an insanely nice campus. they should, for what they charge you to go there. daaanng. but i don't know. it didn't really clear things up.. it made me more confused i think.

i told mom i was also looking at College of Charleston. she said we could go on a tour there too. I do need to know what i my options are, this is a big decision. a lot of money. and i don't even know if art management is what i want to do. Tell me, do you think that i could manage other people? really, please tell me. i dont know. i think it's something that i could learn to do, but what if i'm not good at it? or what if i hate it? man.. life is so hard. like there are so many decisions. and nobody can or will make them for you. its time to grow up, and i want to, i just don't want to make a mistake. i feel like i screw up constantly.

i made a mistake just this morning when i apparently set up our tour at the SCAD in Savannah.. we wasted 30 min driving there in morning rush hour before i called and found out it was wrong, and we turned around because at the Atl campus the tours start an hour and a half later. shheeeesh. wasted an hour and woke up at 7am for NOTHING.

well.. i guess i just need to keep on praying and thinking about this. life is hard. luckily julie gave me my own words of wisdom yesterday, to help me.. "life sucks, then you die." classic.

scad?

my new boots. i like them but i have to get skinny jeans i guess if i want to wear them outside the pants. i just dont think that'll be flattering on me...

anyways, tomorrow i'm taking a tour of SCAD in atl with mom. i hope it helps me make up my mind. i have to put together my portfolio tonight so they can help me decide if it looks good. on the other hand, i've been looking at college of charleston as well, they also have an arts management program. but its 5.5 hours away. i don't know.. its not like i can just drive over there and take a tour.

so for now just pray i make a decision. i am tired of living this way with no job and no idea what to do with my life. its soooo boring.

not much goin on

well, i'm glad uga won this week, let's just hope that they pull the upset of the year and beat florida. that would be hilarious. other than that, i know the season's shot... well, there's always next year.

so there's not much to say. i still think i have shingles. i'm dealing with it.. my new health insurance sucks so i can't go to the doctor.

i just got back from the avenue. i bought a pair of pants and 2 shirts. yay. i had like no winter clothes. i'm going later to starbucks with Ailya. i was going to go to buckhead church with katey and megan but i am tired... i went to church this morning, i dont like going twice in one day.. its too much!

i can't wait for the Sweetwater Festival (err.. "deep roots" festival) on friday/saturday! its gonna be so much fun! i hope its not too cold. or rainy.

ok thats it.