crazy

this week is getting a little out of control. i kindof like it though... yesterday morning i did a photoshoot in conyers for helen and her sister, for her mom's christmas present. and then, one of my best friends got engaged last night!!!! i'm SO excited and happy for her.
today i had to work, then we just went out to dinner with the nicholsons, which was so much fun. then tomorrow, i work 7-12:30, leaving straight from there to athens, for my photoshoot with katy for her graduation pics! i'm so excited to see her and of course i always love taking pictures. then i work tuesday 7-1, then edit katy's pictures all night, after i nap! haha. wednesday i work 8-4, and then we have our holiday christmas party at work, from 4-7. thursday i work 1-5, and friday i have katy's graduation party! and saturday i think we might do something for katey elliott's bday!

needless to say, i will be super tired. but i can't wait.

all the while, i can't stop thinking about how much i want to just do photography full time. i will just have to be patient... not one of my best qualities lol. i can't help but feel like everyone else is getting their life together, in one way or another, and i'm nowhere near that. in any aspect of my life. i don't know what path to take to get there, sometimes i wish there was a fast track. i dont want to rush through life, but i hate worrying. i just want to feel less scared.

anyways, that's all. i better get to sleep soon..