i suck

i can't do much right lately. i had fun today i went to the movies with a friend and out to lunch, and i was over by discover mills, so i decided to go to david's bridal by gwinnett mall to pick up my bridesmaid dress. i always go on the wrong street, i can never find that stupid place. so i turned on the wrong street and ended up getting on pleasant hill so i could turn left on the next street over, and i thought i could turn left....and i saw the sign that said no left turn, but i was like, then why is there a left turn lane? maybe they just mean no left turn light, so i started getting out in the intersection so i cute make the turn, becaue people had stopped to let me turn instead of blocking the intersection
so i went ahead and started turning, but i didn't see that there was a 3rd lane, and the woman came straight thru the intersection because her lane wasn't backed up. and i hit her. and it was my fault. beuae youaren't supposed to turn left .
who is thta dumb. i am so stupid. i suck at life. the lady might have a hurt arm. the ambulance and firetruck came, and it was at 5 so there was all this traffic.
mom's trying to get a new car so great i just made our insurance go up that's just effing fabulous for everyone. oh, and i didn't get a call about any of the interviews i had this week. so, to sum things up, i can't get a job, and i can't drive.

failure.

one down

have to job interviews this week, finished one today and i don't think it went too hot. it was over the phone. i suck at phone calls anyways, so i should have know this would be fantastic. my next one is tomorrow, in person thank goodness. but i have to drive like 30 miles to get there.. don't get me wrong i want the job, but man that's far when you have no money for gas as it is. hopefully i'll get the job and break even hahaha.

i really want this to work. i don't know what i want to do with my life.. hopefully a job will help me clarify things. as they say, its easier to find a job when you have one.

whoever 'they' are.

'they' probably wrote that saying when the economy was going down the crapper.

jerks. haha

i'm rewriting this saying to be "its easier to find a job when it isn't 2009 and your name isn't Katey."

wah-wahhh

yay

this weekend was a lot of fun. Buckhead on friday was hilarious and i had a blast. it was fun to have Jen in town!

yesterday was really lazy, we didn't do hardly anything, which i don't think was bad at all lol. we just layed around and at night we rented these movies, sara picked them out. they were awful!!! lol. the first was lies and illusions-- don't ever rent this. ever. it was hilariously awful. i made a Rotten Tomatoes account just to review this movie so no one else wasted their time haha. and the second was something with Larry David so i thought it had potential, but nope. it was fun just making fun of the movies the whole time and being with family.

well this week i have a few things going on. all bidness related. hopefully i'll get a job. I'm hoping and praying.
holla.

ugghhh

so apparently julie and I (will more her than me) spilled the beans about something sara didn't want us to share, via FB. no she's not pregnant.. but it was something good and we were excited. and she's super pissed bc she's worried it will get her in trouble at work. greeeaaaaat

but anyways, today was a pretty good day, because it was so pretty outside. and i got a bunch of errands done, and ran at the park. other than that, i've applied to some jobs, i hope i get one of them. that would be... unexpected, seeing as i've had little to no success in about 6 months. lol.

that stupid commercial for Joe's crab shack where the guy says "take your top off" to the girl, referring to her steamed plate having a lid on it, is so IRRITATING AND DUMMMMBBBB. gah i hate it so much. i mean, i hate a lot of commericals, but that one has been on so much and its so idiotic i can;t take it anymore. its up there with those freakin oldnavy commercials. kill me.

november?

how is it november. seriously. all the leaves are starting to fall off... at first its cute and then its like, wait a minute i'm about to have to look at bare trees for 4 months, this isn't that great. i am slowly getting into wearing pants again... not voluntarily. i hate jeans, they never fit just right, and it costs so much for a really good pair. what's up with that?

anyways, the last week has been so much fun. i've gotten to see so many people that i love, and go to the mountains and enjoy all the beautiful colors. lets see... well wednesday i went to lunch with ana and dana, that was so much fun. and then i went to help out at fall fest at church with dana, that was cute because all the kids were adorable in their costumes! and then we went to dinner with fleka!

then friday i went to the mountains with mom, sara, and travis. we went to Burt's pumpkin patch!!! and then to Amicalola falls, both of which we used to go to all the time when we were little. I love it up there... sigh. then i got back and mary came to gwinnett, before she was off to atl. we went to dinner and halloween wig shopping for her. yay! after that Julie and I carved my pumpkin, into Conan's face!! haha it was my first time doing a hard pattern... it turned out awesome though! and then yesterday i watched the game (boo) and then went to halloween parties with ailya in atl, ending up at audra's party! i went as a tacky tourist, let me tell you, i was comfortable and i didn't look like a whore, i don't need that. it was so much fuuun!

good good week. i hope this week is just as good :)

holidays

nothing like the holidays to make you feel great about being single. its a month until Thanksgiving, and only 2 months til Christmas. what the heck. i don't like this. all i want for Christmas is a job. yes, even more than a man, i want a job.

but you know, i really need to stop complaining. people are going through much worse things. i know i'm a huge baby to complain all the time, it takes someone telling me how much they're going through for me to put things into perspective. i have my health. i have a family that loves me, and is also healthy. i can't believe how i take that for granted. God is so good. i know this will get better soon. i have to have faith.

"Now faith is the assurance of things hoped for, the conviction of things not seen." -Hebrews 11:1

let me break it down.

i don't know what i want.

i feel like i'm not good at anything.

how do i fix that.